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Steve Schutzman
Thirty And Deep In My Shoes
and that which is coming together in my head
is the same as what's gathering behind meand the bones I am grabbing for in my fist
are the bones of my race
are the bones of the ancestor I am to myselfand I am a man of flesh and hope who is tilting a bottle
to his lips
and I will drink the light on
and be remembered like this
poised at the tip of my own antique tonguefor I am a man whose death holds him up with bones
who has lived thirty years, each one now tumbling down
its own brown curve
who has just been given his legs
who no one has been able to ride yetand I have walked far on feet made of the dream I am
trying to remember
hauling these eyes around
packed inside every inch of me an animal, an animal
packed with medoes life give off the faint odor of luck today?
or is it a small box of wounds delivered and refused
year after year?
whirlwinds released in the tiny arenas of ankles and
fingers?
an infant's unfinished head?
milk up to here?no it is the grin of a man on the bottom
who resided where the night sky is a well and his head
a bucketful of drunken stars
no it is only me and my death who is holding me up for a
little while with bones
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